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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Utterly Disappointed

Never was life fair, and never will it be. Some people are alive simply because it is against the law to eliminate them. Abusing their power on helpless people. The ugliness of human can never be concealed!

SAF 7 CORE VALUES:
1- Loyalty To Country
2- Leadership
3- Discipline
4- Professionalism
5- Fighting Spirits
6- Ethics
7- Care For Soldier
I still remember them. We have to recite them every water parades. Even though its been many months since i last recited it as a trainee.

Does a Commissioned Officer show enough PROFESSIONALISM when he simply charge a lowly ranked soldier only based on an one sided story? Where are the ETHICS? Believing only to a Warrant Officer without even looking into the matter? The understanding to the matter was not even clear. Framing me of using the handphone while on duty and not allowing for an explanation when i obviously was just checking the time. Was that a right thing to do? Without given chances to even explain myself. E-mails starts firing to all Branches and Company, receiving unwanted 'fame' overnight. How GREAT~! These conspiracy convinced me that army are not worth a single respect at all!

Tried all ways to explain myself, only to find my efforts gone to drain. Charge decided, without even giving an 'accused' a chance to speak up for himself. ETHICS? PROFESSIONALISM? My ASS! Change the Core Values People...

I'm utterly disappointed with the ugliness of these people. Having to swallow the defamation helplessly, simply because of the diffference of rank. The only help from my OC and CSM are to fight to lighten the charge even when they are convinced by me after listening to both sides of the story, they can't help much either. A Camp Commadant, a Lieutanent-Colonel, have far too much over-powered them. To go on fighting this case for myself seem redundant. Will CO believe what i say when i'm only a lowly ranked Private? Remember the conspiracy? If i'm not able to convince my CO, my charge doubled! Thinking of my oncoming exams, I chose not to take the risk to pursue and to swallow it real hard!

Well, its not as bad as being send to DB. Its a minor offence anyway. It leaves no record as well. 7days Stoppage of Leave(SOL) is short, but not in the case when you are framed. I'm trying to be nonchalant to this matter as i'm slowly seeing the greater picture of human mankind. The ugliness that is. I don't deny there are nice people around, just a handful of asshole do these despicable acts. I'll learn, learning day by day... till the day i'm enlightened.

2weeks in camp, i'll make good use of it to study real hard. *hopefully*

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